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Jul. 27th, 2009 | 09:31 pm
mood: anxiousand in love
music: intervention

Let's not dodge the issue.  It happened.  I've got a boyfriend whom I adore, and I'm having a bit of anxiety about firegirls.  Listen, it's not like I I'm forsaking porn.  No, no no no.  I just need time to think.

For the record, this isn't Smelliot.  86 Smelliot.  Yeah, it seems to come out of nowhere when you only hear from me every two weeks, I know.  But at least it keeps it interesting.  The person that I've been seeing for the past few weeks is authentic and kind.  He's a wonderful musician.  A couple of his songs are so good they make my stomach hurt a little.  Like, seriously, when I listen to him play on his porch, I'm filled with love.  to the brim.  filled.  when he plays slide guitar, I actually get wet.  way wet.  I'm so honored that he's into me; he's a truly righteous dude.

I'm going to have to tell him about FG.  I'm not keeping anything from him because, I swear, I won't do anything to fuck this up.  I'm going to check myself rather than wreck myself.

I'll let you know what develops.

xo

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LostRonin

Good Luck

from: magis7er
date: Jul. 28th, 2009 04:16 pm (UTC)
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Hope it works out. Do what's best for you and most of all, Be Happy! :)

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Come back

from: anonymous
date: Sep. 1st, 2010 04:09 am (UTC)
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Your fans miss you.

Or at least this one does. Pretty sure I'm not alone in this.

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